Monday, August 13, 2018

On Anticipating the First Day of Class (August 13, 2018)


The day before D-Day was like a weight,
A hundred pounds pressing downward, two tons
For each platoon of infantry.   A crate
Of books weighs less, two stones perhaps, and sons
Won't die from lifting books.  Time is fleeting
When times are out of joint.  But clocks spin slow
In the tediousness of peace.  Meeting
A deadline is not like meeting a foe,
And a classroom is not a trench.  We fight
A quieter fight now, paper battle
To stem the tide of ignorance, the night
Of civilization's last death rattle.
"Oh, get over yourself," your wife will say.
"The first day of class is not like D-Day."

Thursday, August 2, 2018

On Not Wanting to Write My Last Brief (August 2, 2018)


A week away from work makes people weep
For joy; two weeks will make them run so mad,
They'll beg to work again.  Warm nights they sleep
Beneath a sheet of silk, like old Sinbad,
Luxuriant, a prince among the sheikhs
Of Araby.  Cold nights they sleep in spoons,
Him front to back, her back to front; bed creaks,
Wind howls; and then they dream of other moons,
The yellow moon in desert skies, afloat
In blackest night.  But in the day they toil
From dawn to dusk, though none might think to note
The blood and sweat and tears they spend.  To boil
It down: we live in dreams, and once awake
We die in dread of these the lives we make.


Wednesday, July 11, 2018

On Once Again Chastising Yourself for Sloth (July 11, 2018)


A week away from writing lines that rhyme
And bounce along – ta-dum, ta dum – the feet
Of "Man at Rest," retired, tan, with time
Enough to do the things he wants, to meet
The challenge, beat the clock, and still fulfill
His fondest dream, that is, a year of verse.
And yet a week slipped by, the hours until
The end of time slipped by.  A man can curse
His own mortality and yet not stir,
Not move from off his chair, inertia's pull
Like weights upon his soul.   He thinks of her,
The one who brought his cup so close to full,
He thought he would not need again to pour.
She deserves more than this.   She deserves more.


Tuesday, July 3, 2018

On Wasting Another Perfect Day (July 3, 2018)


One perfect day after another comes,
The skies so blue, cool breezes wafting sounds
Of bells across the grass from church, the hums
Of cars along the street making their rounds
From home to work and back from work to home.
That is for others now.   Young men aspire…
To what exactly?  To greatness?   To roam
The world like Knights Templar?  Old men retire,
They learn Latin, read Proust, listen to birds
All day outside beneath a shade, pretend
To write a magnum opus, but the words
They've stored up for so long now won't descend
From mind to pen to paper.   Yet the sun
Still shines, the breeze still blows, the rivers run.



Friday, June 29, 2018

On Learning Latin as One More Distraction (June 29, 2018)


Ablative absolutes are not so hard,
Just keep declensions clearly in your head,
The rest is easy.  In the old schoolyard
The cries of ancient schoolboys, long since dead,
Echo across from wall to wall, rhyme schemes
Of Latin poems known by heart, the whip
Of pedants lashed across their backs.  Time seems
To stand so still or else time seems to skip
Ahead so fast your mind begins to spin.
Dimissis peccatis nostris… that means
Forgive our sins, but you forget that sin
Includes a wandering mind.  In sylvan scenes
Of old a boy might simply know the words
For things — for sky, for grass, for wind, for birds.



Tuesday, June 26, 2018

On a Thunderstorm in June (June 26, 2018)


The dog is first to hear the thunderstorm;
It builds out west, then rumbles on the way
To eastern skies; he leaps, then whines, his warm
Breath close to master's face, he seems to say,
"Wake up, you fool, the end of time is here!"
But dogs don't think eschatalogically.
They don't know much, just sounds that they must fear,
A scream of lightning off across the sea,
A shadow lurking, rain upon the fen,
A footstep unannounced at the front door,
The master's skin grown cold as death, and then:
His mistress left to feed an aging cur.
A dog is not so different from a man.
Afraid so much, he loves as best he can.


Friday, June 22, 2018

On Good Fortune Coming Just When You Need It (June 22, 2018)


Lucky man!  Oh, you so, so lucky man!
The cliff approached, the end is near, you jump,
Yet – deus ex machina!  you began
To fall only to find you're saved; the "wump"
You expect hitting the ground now sounds soft,
Like an old man's gray head on pillows' down. 
What keeps holding someone like you aloft?
Why should you have such grace?  Around this town
A thousand men deserve more grace than you;
Around the world a million souls await
The intervention of the saints.   It's true
That you are not so bad, so don't berate
Yourself unfairly, yet be ever humble
That you are raised whenever you stumble.